I know I should not think about this

but somehow it keeps bothering me

why?

am I jealous?

NO

for someone like him, NOT AT ALL

like seriously, believe me,

I don't even care about him

it just

I care about you,

yes you, my dearest friend

I don't want to hate you

and I don't meant to irritate you

I'm just annoyed 

how you've changed

when you start be with him

it just not like you

for whatever things that I've said

that may hurt you

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry

I just don't want to lose my friend

that's it

you you you, and you.

you

yes you

just please

don't be like her.

and i know you wont

and you

another you,

i'm okay

i'm not hurting myself

i just wanna be a matured one

and whatever it is

only god knows

how i'm grateful to have a friend like you

who cares and love me that much

and remember this

i love you more

:*

ah you

again, another you :p

i saw you

but i'm not sure you notice me

since i'm covered up with my helmet 

and i was like

'jatuh cinta semula'

heh

boleh gitu?

and lastly ,

you,

stop pretending

the more you said you don't care

the more it shows that you really care

i know you

because i'm a girl, like you

dah

kalau tak terlibat

mohon jangan sibuk terasa

dan kalau terlibat

tak niat pun nak buat anda terasa

ini blog saya

saya tak paksa anda baca :)

I don't know if it is me who always being 'suuzzan'

but somehow

I have all the reason to feel so

It's truly hurt when it comes to love matter

but the matter of friendship hurts me more

I thought that you are my best friend

but seems like I'm wrong

maybe most of the time 

I'm just a burden to everyone

to you

and If

there are some other planets that i can live

all alone by myself

its my pleasure to go there

so I'll disturb nobody

yes,

i am being  pathetic 

and i know.

degree dah adek adek

cewah tajuk

mcm apa kan

haha

emm

minggu orientasi pun dah habis

kelas dah mule tp bahase je dlu

mgu dpn kuliah start tp takde tutor

so subjek yg akan dipelajari

1. mikroekonomi

2. al-jabar (algebra)

3. tamadun asia ke islam ke ape tak ingat

4. english

5. arabic

bila tngk subjek2 tu

terasa mcm

wahhhhh fatin yg suke bio tu nak blaja yg ni?

ntahla

nak kate tak suke

hati mcm dah tak excited pun nak tuka kos

bukan tak jeles tngk kawan yg dpt kaunseling, bio , kimia tu

tp mcm..

mungkin rezki aku mmg kat sini

jadi cube tanam minat

dan alhamdulillah

sekarang ni

dah rase semangat lah jugak nak belaja math

kat sini duduk kat asrama

seriously rinduuuu nilam court( rumah)

tp

maybe satu hari nanti bila dah biasa duk sini

oke laa kut

lagipon so far

takdelaa lambat rebut toilet sampai tak sempat mandi

oke je sebenarnye

bila first time gi kelas bawak moto

rase macam

WA DAH DEGREE BEB

kahkahkah

tak paham kenape rase cenggituh

--'

so stkt ni itu je

just tulis nak tiup2 habuk

huhu

so, sbg penutup,

mari sama sama kita selawat

Allahumma solli a'la saidina muhammad.

:)