I know I should not think about this

but somehow it keeps bothering me

why?

am I jealous?

NO

for someone like him, NOT AT ALL

like seriously, believe me,

I don't even care about him

it just

I care about you,

yes you, my dearest friend

I don't want to hate you

and I don't meant to irritate you

I'm just annoyed 

how you've changed

when you start be with him

it just not like you

for whatever things that I've said

that may hurt you

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry

I just don't want to lose my friend

that's it