to be a better person

is not as easy as how you would've thought

***

it was that kind of dream again

and it was that kind of feeling again
i couldn't tell what was that feeling but the thing for sure
it was not a happy one

keep denying
that it was not really different from before
because i believe it does not true

but maybe



just maybe




it does.


nor, it is that dream that i wish to be among those dreams come true.


or maybe



just maybe



it is.



Allah, mohon Kau jaga hati aku. jaga.