Tuesday, September 18, 2012

I know I should not think about this
but somehow it keeps bothering me
why?
am I jealous?
NO
for someone like him, NOT AT ALL
like seriously, believe me,
I don't even care about him
it just
I care about you,
yes you, my dearest friend

I don't want to hate you
and I don't meant to irritate you
I'm just annoyed 
how you've changed
when you start be with him

it just not like you

for whatever things that I've said
that may hurt you
I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry
I just don't want to lose my friend
that's it









Wednesday, September 12, 2012

you you you, and you.

you
yes you
just please
don't be like her.
and i know you wont

and you
another you,
i'm okay
i'm not hurting myself
i just wanna be a matured one
and whatever it is
only god knows
how i'm grateful to have a friend like you
who cares and love me that much
and remember this
i love you more
:*

ah you
again, another you :p
i saw you
but i'm not sure you notice me
since i'm covered up with my helmet 
and i was like
'jatuh cinta semula'
heh
boleh gitu?

and lastly ,
you,
stop pretending
the more you said you don't care
the more it shows that you really care
i know you
because i'm a girl, like you


dah
kalau tak terlibat
mohon jangan sibuk terasa

dan kalau terlibat
tak niat pun nak buat anda terasa
ini blog saya
saya tak paksa anda baca :)

Monday, September 10, 2012

I don't know if it is me who always being 'suuzzan'
but somehow
I have all the reason to feel so

It's truly hurt when it comes to love matter
but the matter of friendship hurts me more

I thought that you are my best friend
but seems like I'm wrong

maybe most of the time 
I'm just a burden to everyone
to you

and If
there are some other planets that i can live
all alone by myself
its my pleasure to go there

so I'll disturb nobody

yes,
i am being  pathetic 
and i know.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

degree dah adek adek

cewah tajuk
mcm apa kan
haha

emm
minggu orientasi pun dah habis
kelas dah mule tp bahase je dlu
mgu dpn kuliah start tp takde tutor

so subjek yg akan dipelajari
1. mikroekonomi
2. al-jabar (algebra)
3. tamadun asia ke islam ke ape tak ingat
4. english
5. arabic

bila tngk subjek2 tu
terasa mcm
wahhhhh fatin yg suke bio tu nak blaja yg ni?

ntahla
nak kate tak suke
hati mcm dah tak excited pun nak tuka kos
bukan tak jeles tngk kawan yg dpt kaunseling, bio , kimia tu
tp mcm..
mungkin rezki aku mmg kat sini
jadi cube tanam minat
dan alhamdulillah
sekarang ni
dah rase semangat lah jugak nak belaja math

kat sini duduk kat asrama
seriously rinduuuu nilam court( rumah)
tp
maybe satu hari nanti bila dah biasa duk sini
oke laa kut
lagipon so far
takdelaa lambat rebut toilet sampai tak sempat mandi
oke je sebenarnye

bila first time gi kelas bawak moto
rase macam
WA DAH DEGREE BEB
kahkahkah
tak paham kenape rase cenggituh
--'

so stkt ni itu je
just tulis nak tiup2 habuk
huhu

so, sbg penutup,
mari sama sama kita selawat
Allahumma solli a'la saidina muhammad.

:)